…what you resist, persists.

All of a sudden I found myself commuting by train again. Aaah, the elbow still hurts as I type. The hurting elbow makes me realise the bliss of owning a car. Arrgh! Okay fine Adit owns it. But still as his legal better half I rightfully deserve the ride I get every morning/evening. At least thats how I prefer to look at it. 😉 Husband might not agree but that’s a different story.

Besides the massage session(credits-central railways) rest of the day was fine. Not much work got done but at least met saumin. He is one guy I know who would never stop praising me. I might murder somebody but my gujju friend would still say ‘Gau u r the best!’ Not that i am complaining. To me & Gujju… friends forever. 🙂

that wud be me n niki n pakharoo 

Good new days are great. Oh why be modest … they are rocking! But still that shouldnt stop anybody from reminiscing about the good old ones. Wot say?

now thats a positive way to look at life… aint it eh? then there is this glass half full/half empty thought.. wot about the fact that if nothing at least there’s air? that lovely thing u breathe day in day out? well if u wanna be positive nothing can stop u.

😀

Ga-zelle or Tu-Quoise
 
Its a war guys. It sure is. The worst is I am confused. What works better? Mebbe I should look for more. Mebbe. Mebbe I should sleep.
 
zzzzzgoodzzznightzzzzzzzz

ok post all that heavy sunday reading and zzzzing… time to get going again… lot of things happened over the weekend… got back in the loop with niki… anusha replied… wrote back to her… got a basic plan in place regding how to go about this apparel brand thing… shared thoughts on this with Adit… all of a sudden my life which looked like some drowsy ol bat hanging upside down is roaring away to glory.

I want to do this so bad. Keeping my fingers croseed and moving my ass real fast.

Cheers to me n niki. 🙂

No. I dont plan to join the Deepak Chopra Fanclub. Ironically this is the first time I have read him. But I have a feeling this is important.
 
Learn To Disconnect
 
“In order to acquire anything in the physical universe, you have to relinquish your attachment to it. This doesn’t mean you give up the intention to create your desire. You don’t give up the intention and you don’t give up the desire. You give up your attachment to the result.

This is a very powerful thing to do. The moment you relinquish your attachment to the result, combining intention with detachment at the same time, you will have that which you desire. Anything you want can be acquired through detachment, because detachment is based on the unquestioning belief in the power of your true… more

Well if I seem to be slurrrrring then its all about the meeting I had with Niki today. I dreamt a dream & now it might actually come true. Tadatadatadaaaaa…. yipee.
 
Ok. Now here is the real story. I sold our first 2 garments a few days back. There have been many enquiries but never managed to get my creations sold. Finally pallo got lucky. So did I. Sold her 2 tops for 650 bucks. Not bad huh? Now I want to do it big. Reaaal Big. The brand might be called Kia.
 
Kia. Got a nice ring to it… wot say?
 
Then there is Turquoise. Lovely color… lovely name.
 
Not that I am a believer, but the palmists (dont miss the plural) said i shouldn’t ever think of starting a business. I always thought that they were fakes. All of them. Anyways who cares. I say f**k you all. I am going to do this & I will rock.

Can u belive that the above mentioned things can give a person so much of happiness & add meaning to life. Yes they do… they sure do! I am talking about my two beautiful goldfishes who have become the light of my life. Me & Adit – we go home & we run to our bedroom to feed the fishes… to koochikoo them(that wud be me!) … to scold them(Adit)… stare at them & look for any changes/discrepancies in their behaviour (Adit again)… to pamper them (me :)))… and so on.

Smtimes i wonder what makes us love poopie & peepoo so much (not that i can make out who’s who). Then i realise its no use wondering… just go with the flow! Maybe goldfishes were meant to be loved. God made them that way. So be it. Amen!

Never ever has this happened before… the scenario was always different… there were lot of opportunities n i was falling short… now i have a feeling deep inside that i can do much more.. but smthing is pulling me back… just want to do much much more… smthing that i can call my own… is that too much to ask for? if it is i dont care…

ok read wot i have written n its so very vague.. time to pull myself together

chow for now

After all that guesswork over who sits where why when etc finally the day has arrived… and i tell u life really is full of surprises… not only my place changes but i get a whole desk to myself… yipeee!… only fuck up is i get bichaoed frommy neighbor of three years… but then change is the only constant thing in life… cant stop to cry over things like these… can i? 😉